The "Sarah" Medicine
Tonight as I fixed dinner, I listened to Sarah McLachlan's very first CD "Touch." I bought it back in 1988, when she was relatively unknown (unless you listened to college or indie radio), and her voice was so high and pure and sweet and youthful.
One thing that always amazed me was how deep she could be at aged 19, and how much pain she had faced by that tender age.
I listened to it for the entire summer of 1989, when I weathered the first "you just want to curl up and die" heartbreaks of my life.
Tonight, my heart is in some incredible pain, and so I retrieved the Sarah Medicine...there are songs on that CD in which her voice reaches down into my chest and gently strokes that heart. And it needs it, believe me. There are so many ways in which it can love and be loved and give and be joyous....and it has...but in the area of romantic love, the vault door is locked up tight. I don't know where the key went.
A good friend told me once, "soothe yourself and the world soothes around you." So let the soothing continue...
One thing that always amazed me was how deep she could be at aged 19, and how much pain she had faced by that tender age.
I listened to it for the entire summer of 1989, when I weathered the first "you just want to curl up and die" heartbreaks of my life.
Tonight, my heart is in some incredible pain, and so I retrieved the Sarah Medicine...there are songs on that CD in which her voice reaches down into my chest and gently strokes that heart. And it needs it, believe me. There are so many ways in which it can love and be loved and give and be joyous....and it has...but in the area of romantic love, the vault door is locked up tight. I don't know where the key went.
A good friend told me once, "soothe yourself and the world soothes around you." So let the soothing continue...